epic

dreams last night. so many people from my past. the sky opened to reveal a pink arrow. pointing up. the color of a sunset. huge. pink. arrow. .. then the sky goes black and saturn is so big we can see the rings. it's so close. we're all terrified of what is going on. there are dog's fighting. (3) tearing each other to bits and the only person that i know could stop it won't. i woke up terrified and sad to be alone in the flower sheets. (at least the flower sheets tho..)

i keep dreaming of mice. trying to take care of them, not let them die. last night it was elizas mousie and it had the flu and i was trying so hard to keep it alive. it peed on me and i didn't care because i just wanted it to live.

hummingbirds too. i've been dreaming about them.

these things make me think of all yous in the morning.. how i'd love to chat about them over americanos.

happy winter, loves.

xo.k